While most of Mimi’s illustrations uplift my spirit, this particular one upsets me terribly. I have not been myself for the rest of day. 13-month-olds babies have been giving me so much trouble and this throbbing headache refuses to subdue even in the presence of Ibuprofen. Actually, today feels surreal. I have somehow managed to numb the pain. It feels as if I am floating and I don’t really have control over the movements of my hands and my legs. I couldn’t concentrate that’s for sure but all these are improvements. I am no longer crying, despite the sudden urges now and then. It doesn’t matter how long it takes right? For as long as today is better than yesterday and tomorrow will be better than today.