November. For the past two years, I eagerly waited for the arrival of November. It marks the start of festivities. It draws an end to another hectic yet fulfilling academic year. It means going home. It means seeing Mommy, Daddy, Noona, Wawa and Zuzu (and everyone else at Jakarta). It used to symbolize that I…… Continue reading Hello November

All good things must come to an end.. Apple Music has brought so much joy in the past three months that at a point in time, I truly forgot that the free trial session will end eventually. So it did last night and I can’t fully conceal how upset I actually am right now. No more…… Continue reading Apple Music

Dear Drw, Hello from the other side I must’ve called a thousand times to tell you I am sorry for everything that I’ve done But when I call you never seem to be home Hello from the outside At least I can say that I’ve tried to tell you I’m sorry, for breaking your heart But…… Continue reading Hello

…and one day when you randomly pop by, I will be enveloped in numbness and an absence of feeling so deep that the bottom will be lost from the view. (Haruki Murakami) 6 months and counting.

Oh, Buzzfeed. What do you know about me? If fifty different shades of grey exist, maybe there are at least fifty different shades of introversion as well. At least I got two! While the result of Buzzfeed’s quiz may not be the most reliable source ever, it was still a good fun reading it! “You…… Continue reading 50 shades of introversion?

Truthfully, the constant stream of rejections one after another do deflate my spirit, in spite of my attempt to brush aside the pang of disappointment  and remain optimistic. But God has a perfect timing; never early, never late. It takes a little patience and a lot of faith. But it is always worth the wait. …… Continue reading God’s Timing

Can’t blame a girl for wanting to be independent, can you? A lot of interesting conversations happened on Saturday, yesterday was no exception. The project related discussion went off tangent rapidly and soon, I found myself in love related conversation instead. “Yes, you are too independent.” Honestly, I wasn’t even taken aback anymore. To me, it…… Continue reading Miss Independent

I start to doubt that I will get to visit La Cigale French Market before I fly back this summer. In spite of thorough planning on Friday night, I somehow lack that extra determination to walk to Parnell on a Saturday morning, weeks after weeks. The dreaded examination period is right around the corner again…… Continue reading Saturday

My feelings have been erratic lately. I am not as patient as I used to be, I am much more irritable, my tolerance level plunges into the bottom of the Pacific ocean and of course, I am much more sensitive when it comes to love-related matters. I haven’t updated my monthly favourite posts since July but…… Continue reading Lose myself

谈过的恋爱，并不会想剪掉的头发。风一吹，就飘走了。谈过的恋爱，会变成叶片的紋脈，脚踝上的血管。贮存记忆维持，难以察觉但一直存在。。。 终有一天。可以笑着说出那些曾经的遗憾。终有一天，可以含泪道出那些曾经的不见。轻縷发丝，褶平一角。 心裡的动容为再次相见。。。 你最爱玩的游戏叫做你问我答。只要你问，我就要答。这样无聊的游戏，你却可以乐在其中。我不懂。我也不懂，为什么现在我想要回答你，你却不问了。。。 每个人都相当个赢家。考试得比隔壁的Daniel好。 得分隊上的Mike多。喝酒不输给公司的Nick。什么都要赢。甚至感情，所以选择遗忘。但或许真正“记得” 酸甜苦辣的才是赢家。。。 若心照不宣，别人看不见。爱種在昨天，不怕距离远。心没有再见，如果再相见。。。 想念的旋律，你我间的回忆。心中的思念，如何再见你？ 很多人觉得再见是伤感，再见是眼泪。甚至是生離死别。我觉得，再见是平淡生活中的警醒。它让你珍惜生活点点滴滴，令你感恩且知足。。。 因为遗憾，我更珍惜和把握当下的的每个机会。。。 错过并不代表可惜，再见不代表缘份。美好的回忆永存在心中。那些日子有你陪伴，绝对值得，谢谢你。。。 再见并非结速而是种体悟。在再见中看见；看见自己，看见悲伤，看见感动，看见勇敢，看见你真相，看见未来。再见，让失去成为获得。。。 每次错失，都是一張疲倦的床。每次没完成的歌词裡，住著未写完的自己。没人追很上时间，夏天的花落得比时间快。。。 再见是为了遗忘，遗憾所有的期待的，失落的。遗忘爱恋怨忒，遗忘该遗忘的。当不小心相见时，擦肩回眸，浅笑传身。记忆里的曾经，更不再想念。。。 得到时不自喜，失去时不寡欢。留些空间给自己，转身时淡定且从容。再见亦是另一个春天。。。 停下脚步，回头望着走过的足迹，操场上挥着汗水，并肩作战的兄弟！曾经青涩的爱情却错过的美丽，跌倒了拍拍灰塵，咬牙继续的努力。点点滴滴，绽放在我心中秘密花园。。。 遗憾是幸福的前奏。曾经历过好几次的失去，才会听见获得的旋律。错过只是个休止符，曾经遭遇过的时间捉弄，才会知道缘份的可贵。拥有过就不怕再见，只怕你连再见的机会都没有。。。 曾经因为幸运，却变成轻狂而不觉。曾经因为拥有，却幸福而不知。终于明白了珍惜，却明白情感不会永在。也许机会不会回来但我一直等待。。。 16个夏天